One day her mind just blew up

Contemplating,
Thinking,
Wondering,
worrying,
Will it rain today,
Will the sun come out,
How will I pay this,
were will I live,
what will I do.
When will i love?
When will I be loved?
overwhelmed.

Pray,
Prey,
Eat,
Love,
never hate,
thoughts over and over in her mind
none making absolute.

desperate,
lonely,
living,
dying,

she cradles herself in a corner,
tears running down her face,
blurred vision,
repetition,
rocking,
humming,
Is there a path to come back.

The road is no longer visible,
anger,
confusion,
and one day her mind just blew up.

Alone, all alone,
with only yourself.....
and one day her mind just blew up....

© 2011 Stefanie Stevens