God

Where has my "God" gone,
the one I believed would
pull me in from the storm.

Walk with me as I walk through the desert,
hot sand, burning my feet.
I am not alone.

Where is my "God", man living,
to love me. To hold me. To kiss me.
Where has my "God" Gone.

Have I believed in the wrong "God".
Is there one I don't know about,
One that I have missed.

I was made in his image,
I desperate to follow his lead.
To search for him and him alone.

Where is my soul mate,
the one sent for me, sent about me,
to love and hold me, to cherish me,
to be my love....

God missed me,
God has no space for me,
God....
Come back to me...
Come back for me.....
Save me....

My deep brown eyes have turned
into sad pools of azule water,
muddy.

I need you,
I need to know you,
to hear your voice,
I need you to give  me a voice,
to give me a direction.

God
I know you hear me,
but do you even love me....?

© 2011 Stefanie Stevens