I wish

I wish,

The air had a color,
so I could see when I breath in and out.
So I can know that I am really alive and
not living on a promise that air is air and its what
keeps me living.

I wish,
I could have that "ah ha", moment
when i know its real, its not nutra sweet,
you are you and I am I.
I wish,
I could feel, feel you touch,
my soul, inside, my body like a second skin.

I wish,
I could function in the world
or pretend to function like everyone else.
To give love and know love, and be love and want
love and not hunger. To not thirst for
that which should be free given to us all by God.

I wish my desert was not so vast,
and so deep that I am lost in the sand,
with no time, no water, no oasis to feed me
even if for a moment.

I wish the world
were a place that was loving and kind,
tired of hate and learning to give and receive.
I wish ....

Is there a "God" that is so real that he can remove the fear and the pain.

I wish....