The things you should know about me

The things you don't know.
About me....
Sometimes I go through things.
Things that are hard, easy, kind, angry,
Sometimes I cry, it could be a good read, it could be a commercial,
it could be a friend talking to me for me about.
But I cry for them, me, and anyone who needs a tear.
Sometimes, I don't listen,
well most of the time.
Sometimes I don't care,
about things, places, and situations.
Because it overwhelms me.

Most times,
I like being alone in me, with me...
I tend to be selfish.
When I am with you, I am with you.
You are the moment I am in....
Things you should know about me...

Most times,
moments fleet away from me,
and become my past as quickly as they are
in this moment.
I don't want entertainment.
I can watch the news for that.

I like to watch
the lovers in parks touch each other.
I don't envy them, because I don't know them,
but I think its cool that two people can give more of
them than they have to give.

Sometimes I am so lonely,
I know it will be the end of my life and I will
know I have never been alone.

Sometimes, I am in darkness,
I can't handle the here and now,
I don't want to get up, comb my hair, dress, or eat.

Sometimes I wish somebody knew these things about me.....
I thought you should know.
But really
I don't think anybody is listening.
If they were, they would know suffering,
they would know the costume I wear.

I guess I can say
you don't know me....
Sometimes I can be mean.
Shit happens