I love you

I love you,
the way you smell,
the way you taste,
the way you purse your thinly, shaped lips.

I love you when you think of me,
for me when I am not thinking of me,
but ........

I love you for
showing me how much bullshit there
is in life,
leftovers,
hangovers,
anger,
frustration,
and rejection.

Lie to me for love,
speak to me for love,
but I love you.

Now for the sake of love,
let me be me, in me with me.
Alone in the early morning,
alone in the day, and alone in the evening.

Let me wallow in my own
self pity for giving up,
For throwing up,
for just being a fool,
to love you back.

It was never going to be
what you said,
because your words have
been hollow,
a game of how stupid
and foolish you could make me
look in front of everyone.

I love you for the brutal honesty,
feeding me sweet life's, filled with
honey at first and then nutra sweet in the end.
Too much false sweetener will bore
holes in your brain and then.....
YOU DIE.

I love you for
just being you,
Thank you for all
the time you have invested.
I love you for
everything....