Binding

Bound at my heart,
waiting for you come over to see me,
waiting for you to call me.
I won't cheat, I am frozen in
a moment of time.
Waiting on you.

Binding on my hands and feet,
I  feel the taught
wrappings.
I can't become small
I am bound.
To you....
How long?

Binding can be for a lifetime,
binding can be a punishment,
but right now It feels so good
and hurts so bad.

I lay down at night with you
on my mind,
my dreams are filled will
sexual fantasies of you.
Touching me, with your soft hands:
kissing me, with your perfect lips:
loving me....
I am tormented.
I would have never told you,
I could have settled for your friendship.
I would have just been bound to you,
intertwined like silk in majestic purple.

If you knew what I go through,
would you want me bound?
I don't feel I would bind you,
I would leave it as it is and just love you....
Its too late to go backward.
I can only go forward.
Bound