I need to Know

God,
I need so badly to know
that its all true.
my giving my all
and loving you.

I need to feel you
kiss me until I am breathless,
make love to me in the early morning cold,
hold me naked,
warming me, in my soul.
God,
I need to know.

I am so into you
Are you equally into me.
Do you think of me,
early in the morning,
wondering how I smell,
how I taste,
Is my bed hard or soft,
what I sleep in.
God,

I need to know.
I need to know you,
can handle the intensity,
sometimes it so much for me.
The longing,
wanting,
the heat.
Confused,
questing myself,
how can I be here.
I am not ready,
I need to know.
We never are ready when we think,
we are arrived.

I need to know
Will we change
together and watch the world go by.
Loving, and learning and then one day
we will die.
I want so badly to know its true,
but sometimes I think I
scare you.
© 2011 Stefanie Stevens