Secrets

Secretly,
I love you,
I smell you, sweet of the soap you washed with.
I dream of you;
In sexually compromising positions,
Secretly.

I want you in so many ways,
but I want you to be with me.
You are unwilling,
single by design.

I dream about you and
reach for you in my sleep.
I dream that you want me
the way I want you.
But I know this all
part of my fantasy;
created in my head.
To please me in my waking hours.

I know you will never
love me back,
you love someone else.
I know that the things I
want you don't want.
but today you are my
secret love affair.

Maybe,
this will go away;
become a numb memory in my minds eye.
Later today, I will stop feeling,
maybe tomorrow,
I will stop wanting,
but today,
its my secret.

I want to make love,
to you,
intimately,
longingly,
wanting,
intensely,
let me show you the way I want to make love to you.
I want to touch you, With the tips of my fingers,
softly, feel you shiver between my fingers.
To hold you tightly in my arms.
To have you hold me, caress me, to love me
the way I love you.

Kiss me passionately,
taste you,
melt away in you and I.
I know I secretly love you.